Financial Jealousy

Well, there are people who earn more than 20k per mth while being a student. Some others can drive around in porche or BMWs. Some own food chains. Whereas some others are on scholarships that give 5 times more money than what I get. Me? I'm taking in 1.1k per mth. People tell me that's a lot. And I myself know that that is a lot. But sometimes i want to feel how it is like to live on the high side, to be rich.

Hoping one day got some friend will decide to start a business and I can go along with him or her and we can make it big. Really big. I don't want to feel guilty about earning the money. I want to do it right. I've got many ideas but don't know how to go about doing it. Guess I will just go research more into what the Chemical industry needs and start a company doing just that. Maybe my course mates would want to do it together.

I know some people get lesser than me per month, I know I am being an ass, but sometimes... people just dream weird stuff... hope no one would mind this entry.

The greatest parodies of life?

We have more convenieces but less time
More money but less freedom
Have smaller families but want bigger homes
Add years to our lives but not life to our years
Want more but use less

But in the end, we still die... is it all worth it?




Somehow....

fat ben & fit lewis...

used to be fit ben and fat lewis lor... not fair!!! im going to give all my fats to lewis!!! buahahhaa

bitch blog

there are some ppl out there who should know that they are blogging about themselves when they blog. I being one of them. but to a certain grp (or someone), that person tends to blog about ppl when he doesnt notice that she/he is acutally talking about herself/himself.

I wish i could have the courage to go up to that person and say it straight into their faces... but i don't have that kind of courage... so i will just blog it and hope that person will read it and come to her/his senses and understand what an ass of a thing she/he really really is.

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rs came to talk to me!!! woohoo!! happy day!!!

stress? sheer stress.... not shear stress!

erm... i think fluids is really starting to get to my head... hahaha....

i need to worry about my thermo too... i know that wanqun and lewis have 3 papers in 4 days... more cham den me... i less cham then them. but hope they will do well also... i also hope that i can do well also.

getting a bit tiring to bother studying with james they all... go there equal to try to get suan-ed in a really lousy way... if you cant suan me properly... please dun do it. it takes up a lot of energy to try to play along. at least suan me with things that are real rather than things that u try to make up and make me feel more stressed.

well... who cares? juz 60hours and 24mins left...

Quote of the day: 24 Nov 06

Zhichao thinking about the past after seeing ben's freshie Kenneth

Zhichao: Wahhh... it's the cockster kenneth
Ben: You know him?
Zhichao: Ya, we same sec sch class one
Ben: What happened?
Zhichao: That time in sec sch, I was very irritated then he asked me, "How do people give birth?" Then i was damn irritated den i just anyhow say, "You just put your cock into the woman's mouth." That time i dunno anything about oral sex or anything so i just anyhow say. Then, without me knowing, he went to ask the science teacher and tell him what i said.
Ben: HAHAHAHA!
Zhichao: Then the science teacher after that day tekan me like mad... sian...

Feeling weird

2 papers passed liao... my ni hongo paper was ok.... i guess.... dun think will bao. Hoping to score well for management...

left 4 papers...

Computing - > Bad quizzes... need to buck up

Bio - > Hoping for the first A in my life for bio

Fluids - > I've been constant.... dunno if that's enough

Thermo - > Now this is a headache...

Quote...

Work like you don't need the money,
Love like you've never been hurt,
Dance like you do when nobody's watching,
And live like there's no tommorrow.

Wish I had that kinda flare....

Study like you did when you were 3...

Need to do it! I will do it!!!

psychosis

crap... i feel like i have started to give up on this sem... not that it is impossible but really starting to lose the motivation to study.

feel the crap starting to pile up in my brain and all of it points in the direction of me not studying. hope i can recover from this soon.

went for ivy's birthday, a lot of ppl were there, ponded her and went back... hrm... 2 mths time. what to do...