Bad dream?

had one of the worst nightmares in a long time.... dreamt that the results i got were bad... sounds really wrong right... hahaha

dreamt that i got 1 A+ and a whole string of Cs, Ds, Es and Fs (2 Fs to be excat....) really dunno whats going on in my head.... somemore always stuck in front of my comp and not doing much... someone pls jio me out to study

how do i?

seriously... why do things like this always happen near exams... it's really not fair at all...

why cant they like happen during the holidays so i will have time to like sit down and be sad about it and hide in my room and be a hermit for days on end....

now this happen... now.... what do you expect me to do about it?

i cant bother about this now... you arent part of me no more....

that's what you always wanted right...

it's alright... i understand... it was never meant to be

but how?!?!?!

actually... seriously... how does someone just dump someone else just like that... for no particular reason?!

after doing so much... wth... life really isn't that fair after all now is it... hahaha....

last time we will see each other again, will not pick up my calls anymore... i really dunno what else to say. who came onto who first, it wasn't me that's for sure and when i started to make a move, you decide that i wasn't the one and say that i'm in it for the wrong reasons?

maybe it's for the better... i dunno... who cares? i dun anymore

dumped again...

sigh... cant seem to get any relationships going on well... got dumped again just a while back...

hahahaha... guess i really aint cut out for this kinda things yet

im quite lousy in relationships stuff... lol... guess i will just wait again

Quote of the day - 19 Oct 06

Computing class...

Sangkyu: I know that C++ and Mathematica are both foreign languages to you
C26: But santos is speaking in D++
Sangkyu: (never hear us say anything) If you want to learn about foreign languages, you should go ask prof santos, he is an expert in speaking in foreign languages

Quote of the day - 15 Oct 06

Finally one without wah hui hui...

Ben Tan: Need to study, haven't done any work in 2 weeks
Ben Teo: Yah, we can all see that
Ben Tan: I have been under a lot of pressure lately ok...
Ben Teo: Like? The atmosphere?

Fat Ben!!!

Oh no.... stupid james tricked me lar!

was supposed to go jogging with lewis... den james come down ask me cook for him. den i wanted to cook for him my campbell maggie special. he say that guna bringing in some extra ham so he called guna, guna was actually in hall by then and did not buy the ham, we went to prime to do shopping to make curry.

well... in the end, we deep fried a lot of chicken (breaded chicken fillets), had a lot of curry with nicely boiled vegetables and a lot of spagetti to go along with it.

couldn't help it... ate quite a lot also... feel damn bloated, feel my face becoming fatter and fatter hahaha....

now im fat ben, saw a lot of my old photos and man.... now i'm really damn fat lar... sigh...

SCBE Camp Part 3, The Final Chapter

Well... SCBE one more time...

Part 1: Tito Freshie 05/06
Part 2: Tito ACGL 06/07
Part 3: Camp Chair 07/08


One more time in SCBE Camp... Nueve one more time. I knew I was going to come back, but being back as the Camp Chair is a totally different thing altogether.

Now having so many more things that I put on myself to worry about. I know my committee that has volunteered themselves is a great one and I know I can trust them. But I always wonder if I had the capablity to do so. I always talk but always no action, always think but never do, always whine and never stop, always complain and bitch even more....

Hope that things will turn out well. Things will... somehow...

The vision? Setting a vision is important, to make sure the freshmen all love SCBE and think that it is the greatest school ever!

The objective? That my committee is able to work to the fullest of their abilities and I want to be the person to help them get what they want. I don't want to be a Camp chair to create a camp... I want to be a Camp chair that makes the camp happen.

How? That is the answer I'm still trying to figure out... until then...

Nueve!

What's happening...

Been a damn long time since i blogged. it's really been like forever, hahaha...

Well, anyway, gotten into the swing of things, exams in 5 weeks + a bit.

Stressed at how much left there is to do...

currently seeing my jusice league at 83.1%.

Accepted the fact that i'm the cbe camp chair

Formed up my committee

Found out i didn't get in as sports camp gl

Got damn pms-ed lately

I need to keep telling myself that i love my life... i love my life...

found out that im the same weight as wanquan and lewis (no, not together)

And that makes me damn fat (for my height, wanquan and lewis are not fat at all)

living like that... hoping to be a living testimony

Quote of the day

a delayed quote of the day but hey... still thought it was worth being put in.

James: I'm part of the S Club lor.
Hanwei: huh? what's that?
Ben: You mean the SCBE Club ar?
James: No... S Club as in Smoker's Club
Ben: you ownself form one lor
James: Where got, we got own motto, "Don't Stop, Never Give Up"